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Internal Fight
Monday, May 30, 2011 | 4:57 pm | Comment ⇢
So, and I know its sort of minor, but I was in a predicament earlier, about going to a party. Or not. And there was some kind of internal battle going on with myself. I don't really want to get into details, but I prayed .. and really thought about it. And .. decided not to go :)

Whats a little bit of pleasure forgone in this world, compared to an eternity in paradise right? And even though my intentions were in the right place and all, I just felt that after everything I've been blessed with, nothing I do will be enough to show my thanks .. so starting small, but taking steps towards a greater betterment.

I think there will be instances when I stumble and go off course, but little detours really shouldn't take from the greater picture. I'll fall but I gotta pick myself up and start again and again and again. Kind of like that spider we've read about, who kept going on and on trying to weave its web, regardless of how many times it failed. Eventually, we'll be successful inshAllah.

Muchos lurve x

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