lil-bee: the randomizer


Obsession
Sunday, April 03, 2011 | 3:39 am | Comment ⇢
The perfume by CK? Smells so good :)

Obsession in real life? Not so good :O thankfully I reckon its under control, and harming only my time and sort of myself because of my feelings getting crushed and what not. Due to non-return of said obsession.

Also don't understand why every time I try to enter into a new line, this weird blog page just jumps to the beginning of the sentence instead of entering onto a new line? Weird.

There, did it again just now. Had to manually click on box (again) to get it to work. Ugh. 

And again. ANYWAY. Just don't understand why people need to be playing games. I'm at that age where it really makes no sense. Or I think I'm just the type of person who is straight forward, honest and doesn't like playing games? Idk (I don't know for all you internet noobs :P) it just seems like no a days I'm getting more irritated and not in the mood when this happens. I'm talking about when girl meets boy, they hit off amaaaazingly and than boy stops contacting girl till she contacts him first. C'mon wtf? And no, its not because he got what he wanted .. I'm not easy ;) and its not because he got over me, cos I'm hot :P Its just a stupid game tbh. My friend said that guys do this because they think I'm out of their leagues, intimidating, etc .. and they play around to feel like men .. really they are just happy little boys doing their happy little dance when they get what they want (me breaking the vow). Just really fed up of this man. Ugh.

And I'm at a stage of my life where I really don't care about egos or pride or whatever. If I like someone and I want to talk to them, I'm going to. But .. okay given my star sign, there's only so much a girl can take ya know? 

And with that, I'm off. I think I may start blogging more, to occupy my time which I'd otherwise spend not doing my essay .. and being a bit obsessive / stalkerish :O

Till next time lurvers :) x




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