lil-bee: the randomizer


My person who makes me smile is ...
Saturday, January 05, 2013 | 10:01 pm | Comment ⇢
ME.

Okay, I feel slightly ashamed to admit this .. but I honestly really love myself. Like not in a (I hope, inshAllah) I'm better than A, B and C kind of way .. because I'm too busy loving myself to think of A, B or C lolol .. but anyhoo like I don't really think bad of others or whatever Alhamdullilah .. and I don't think I'm arrogant (then again, I wouldn't would I?) .. I don't think enough people love themselves as much as they should .. but at the same time I think I'm a bit extreme :P

Basically, my friend is on her year abroad and because of our time differences, etc we haven't really been able to Skype .. and she's a really good friend and I've written some long arse emails to her essay pages long BUT after a while you end up having too much to do and end up putting off writing this huge email that ends up hurting your hands right? Well thats what happens to me .. because I do end up writing her HUGE emails about every day. Anyway so I thought you know what, I love talking so why not send her videos? So I have and they've been great because you can talk.talk.talk but also see the actual excitement in your face when you speak :D and a while back I sent her a video about a really good day I was having Alhamdullilah ... and (this is the embarrassing part) .. I've watched my own video more times than my friend because I just really love my face / make up / scarf / mood that day :$


SO NOW YOU KNOW. I almost deleted this post twice, but then I thought that hey okay maybe I am a bit extreme, but there's nothing wrong with loving yourself and more people need to do this soooo posting! 


Two-thousand and twelve people I hate .. +1
Tuesday, January 01, 2013 | 12:00 am | Comment ⇢
Well ... I suppose I could list 2012 people that I hate ... but since its a new beginning and all, I'll try and cut back on the negativity and only list 12 random things that people do that annoy me (because I'm nice and original like that):

1. People who eat with their mouth open.
2. People who are innately assholes (they exist, I'm related to many of them).
3. People who sing the wrong lyrics even after listening to the song and being corrected a bazillion times.
4. People who've literally just called you yet fail to pick up their phones when you call them back a second later.
5. People who make stupid blatant excuses and flop on you multiple times but expect you to keep inviting them out .. again and again.
6. People who waste hours every single day but only remember how much work they have to do the one day you guys had plans (which would only 'waste' three hours of their 'productive' time anyway).
7. People who are on some obsessive diet and so refuse to hang about (you can eat your grassy shit while I heart my meat kthnkx).
8. People who are vegetarian. Lols joke. Vegans. Judgemental vegans (I'll have my egg infested cake and eat it too) and sexist (against females) feminists (oxymoron but these morons actually exist).
9. People who blatantly suck up to an extreme level and expect everyone to suck up to their inflated delusional idol.
10. People who bring along other people when you've made a plan to hang out one-on-one (assumed / obvious).
11. People who are insecure about themselves and throw it onto others, painting them with the same brush.
12. People who think they know it all and just HAVE to interject in every single conversation, somehow managing to steer it into being about them.

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+1 Lets hope I build up my tolerance and am successful in anger managing these people so they no longer annoy me :)

What twelve things annoy you?

Have a useful 2013 ya'll! Welcome to the new year :D 



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