I started off this post, writing about three different topics & going back and erasing them. I know what I want to say. I know how I want to say it. But sometimes you just don't want to say it. Sometimes you want to keep it for yourself and don't want the world to know it. Sometimes you want to be selfish (... and paranoid?) and thats okay. 

Comes the good.

Sometimes bad things happen so that we can be steered to good. Sometimes bad things happen to save us from more bad things.

We don't know. We can't know. The only thing we can do is try to ride out the bad with faith that inshAllah all will be well.

Sometimes ... a lot of the times, thats easier said after the fact, than done. Especially when you're freaking out, hyperventilating, having trouble breaking and going through constant panic attacks during the bad thing(s).

And right at your breaking point, things flip. And you're left thinking, subhanAllah.